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| i wish i figured all this out years ago
c'mon.. you know what you are
what you're made of
what you're born to do
why even fight it?
it's funny, people say experience defines us
if i didn't to through the dross
i would never appreciate the good
so here's the deal.
i am sam choi
i am 26
i am an officer in the army
i am going to med school
i should be ecstatic.
instead, all i remember is the mistakes
engagements shot to shit
ivy league offers turned down
that insane stint in pro golf
investment banking and all the fun, drugs that come along with it
i lived quite a wild lifestyle these few years
in short, all i can say is sorry.
i am learning day by day.
if i offended any of you
please know that i will never forget
karma has a way of getting back to us
adiós
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| the other day I ran into an old friend.
it was awkward at first.
we use to date.
and it didn't end too nicely.
she asked me how I was.
I told her what was going on.
I asked of her the same.
it's funny how these moments always happen.
I always wondered what it would've been like.
you know if we were able to stay together.
we chatted a bit and ironically she felt the same.
we took my car out.
we both sat back and talked about the past.
the countless drives we went on.
the crazy conversations.
the laughs.
everything felt the same.
I was with my beloved.
and she was with me.
in the end we went our own ways.
but for a few short moments,
we were together.
just like before.
nothing had changed.
I guess its better this way.
leave a good memory as it is.
don't taint it with the pain reality brings.
another day in rpv.
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| here is a question for ya..
if you could change the world
what would it be like?
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| it's election time.
I wonder who will win?
you can vote for a senile republican who spent 5 odd years in the hanoi hilton.
or a woman who doesn't remember the facts of her trip to the czech nation.
or a black man that talks a good game but let's be frank.. you know some psycho from the kkk is gonna take him out.(note, that I am in no way condoning the assassination of mr. obama, but i'm just stating a strong possibility in our racist country).
it worries me really.
our great nation is in such disarray.
what happened to the american dream?
is it right that people can't afford to go seek medical attention? afraid of the costs after treatment?
is it right that illegal citizens come and go as they please and not pay taxes?
is it right that we complain about illegal citizens yet they work the most degrading jobs that give us the majority of our produce?
it's always a fine line we walk..
we always assume our view is so proper and correct.
I challlenge you to see it from the other view.
see what someone else feels.
live in their poverty.
work their jobs.
at the same time..
be the one who lives in comfort.
working in lavish well-paying jobs.
I think we can make it work.
understand a little more.
love a little more.
tolerate.
don't belittle.
the america I know still exists.
I don't think any candidate will change that for us.
it lies within our hands.
never stop believing | | |
| I think the time has come.
everyone comes to a point in their lives where they choose a path and can never look back.
all these years i've lived here in so. cal I met so many people. but where I am choosing to go.. none can follow.
it's time for a new beginning. sometimes we have to look at those around us and wonder if they can take that trip with us.
I wonder if she can..
it's been a great 3 years but I really wonder if there is a realistic future for the two of us?
two physicians but a world apart in everything.
we don't believe in the same god.
we eat such different foods.
our parents don't ccommunicate too well.
it's a hard thing to deal with.
do we pursue on and live the way we do..
or do we call it quits and look for a new?
I am unsure of what love will hold for me
but I know where my future will be.
accept no compromise. | | |
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